an EMO girl's life

现在每天都会很不安。还有11天就要回去那个地狱。每天担心痛苦到想哭，好不舍得。今年会格外辛苦，好怕自己会不能毕业，同时和以前不一样，年底如果可以成功毕业的话，我还可以回来吗？还是要打工赚钱？其实真的很后悔选择出国这条路。我好喜欢这里！我的朋友都在这里，生活的又舒服，不用感到那么的自卑，又没有语言障碍。

今天去了阿茜打工的地方，买了个袋子。我好喜欢和她一起玩，感觉有个音乐和个方面的知音。好羡慕她，可以拥有很平凡普通的快乐，我只是期望这个而已。可是好久没能够从心里笑出来，背负着太多...

I do not want to start with this kind of sentence again...indeed, since I've started writing this blog, tons of things just happen in each day. I am so tired.

1) This morning I was still sleeping and I just heard Mum and sister was arguing ...

Today, I was content. Another safe day for me. I met my cousin who was 3 years younger than me. I like her since we share the same interests-music and clothing styles. I remember the first time I got to know that she liked the same kind of music as I d...

Well Well Well...this am sth. really interested happened!! I had no idea how the door was locked, an my cat was sleeping with me all the time until this morning I suddenly heard him yelling really loudly and so miserably. At first, I thought he was awa...

OMG!! I hate this kind of weather-freezing cold and wet!!!! When is it gonna stop rainning? Oh God, please stop crying!!

Anyway, I am supposed to write this yesterday, but sister got really into Ugly Betty and she wanted to watch it WITH me,...

 

Last night was really awesome!! I hadn't met my old high school friend for like almost 3 years!! We dined out and she brought her German text books for me, and then we went to LXQX, we didn't do any shopping 'coz I really ...

RULE 1

KEEP WRITING DIARY EVERYDAY

RULE 2

NO CHIPS + CHOCOLATES + NUTS
-NO any kinds of chips and chocolates, and no POTATOS in MEL
-NO any kinds of nuts-related products (especially peanuts)
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OMG!! I am so touched by TOKIO HOTEL's songs!! I've heard of them a couple of months back then, because they were like more popular than MCR in one of the category, so I kinda remember this band. Yesterday, I was browsing a website and I saw one member...

I cannot say how excited this moment is for me. It is all because of a chain of amazing events and the encounters with other people and my old time friends. I slept over one of my best friends' student accommodation in Guand Dong Buisiness College. She...

I had so many dreams last night. One of them was again about MCR. I dreamt that I did have the chance and money to go to their concert in HK, but I didn't pay for the ticket, my friend and I found a way to get in and we sat in like quite in front of th...

I just realize that I have to deal with all the problems by myself. No matter what level of pressure it will bring to me, no one is gonna come and save me. NO ONE. And I cannot say that out loud, I cannot complain, because sometimes those are the conse...

Today I had so many mixed feelings. I cried on the way home at about 6:30pm on the bridge, alone. I tried to analyze my emotions. I finished all the IELTS classes today. Strangely, I was feeling kinda sad about that, especially I would miss the teacher...

Yes, EMO kids all are extremely skinny. I love this kind of music, love the looks, love the attitudes. But the only thing is that I don't look like one of THEM!!! From tomorrow, this place will be my ventinng room, I can write and say anything I want. ...